I am not a nurse.

been a while…

So I’ve been busy. Doing nothing. Since starting second year I’ve tried to be a student as much as possible, which involves alot of sleeping and alot of drinking. This is because next week I am back on placement. I have mixed feelings, I’m not scared of the work; God knows I need structure in my life (if I don’t have structure I tend to spend most of my days sat around thinking about how much I hate myself/how much everyone else hates me/about pandas) but I’m more worried about the fact I AM A SECOND YEAR. This means more responsibility and I’m so totally unprepared and I don’t know what to do and how am I supposed to care for people when I can hardly care for myself and I don’t know how to do anything apart from washing patients and doing MUSTs. OH GAWD. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Name everyone you kissed this year:
nah

Did your last kiss mean anything to you?
defs not.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
generally I tend not to do things that I dont want to do

Are you a morning person or a night person?
neither.

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
mm

What’s on your schedule for tomorrow?
work, swim, sleep.

Do you remember names or faces better?
faces

What were you doing last night at midnight?
erm asleep

Have you ever kissed underwater?
I dont think so

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
nah, cba

Did you have sex today?
no because I’ve got a chastity belt on.

What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?
he is a bear.

Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?
probs

Last place you watched tv and who with?
in my room. with boy

Ever cried because of happiness?
yeah why not

Whose pool did you last swim in?
the university’s

What will you be doing in 3 hours?
trying to sleep

What is your favorite thing about the beach?
the sea, ice creams, fish and chips,

What do you daydream about the most?
pandas

What do you do during a thunderstorm?
not much?

If you were to have a daughter right now, what would you name her?
erm

What stickers do you have on your car, if any? 
I dont have a car.

If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be?
erm juice

What size ring do you wear?
i’ve never had to know.

What’s your Mom’s favorite band/musician?
no idea.

What was your elementary school’s mascot?
we didnt have one?

What’s your favourite bottled water?
water

What’s the next show/concert you plan on going to?
emmy the great!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you exercise as much as you should?
yeah

Would you give your bf/gf a second chance if they cheated on you?
what a horrible thought.